Honest opinions please read the whole thing (kind of long)?

Contact Boys Town. The name is misleading but its for boys and girls your age who are going through a rough time. There's a toll free phone number you can call to talk to someone 1-800-448-3000 24/7.

Someone knowlegeable can advice you on what to do and maybe let you know about a location near you where you can make friends you can trust. It gets better with time. You're doing the right thing by going here and venting your feelings.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.