Loneliness is one of the hardest emotions to face when your partner with bipolar disorder is ill. It can combine with sadness to make you feel depressed. It may seem impossible to find hope when the person you love is so ill.
You just have to keep going and moving forward. You also may have to look for more friendship from friends and family. If you are used to being with your partner all of the time and are then very lonely when they withdraw from you, it is up to you to find support elsewhere.
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