You can't get anyone else to forgive you. It is totally their choice. But there are 3 things you can do in the future to keep this from happening again .. either with him or with your next guy: 1.
Always be aware of your needs, and communicate clearly and honestly with the other. If you do this, things don't build up to the point where you blow up. This takes a lot of emotional courage ... if you don't find that courage inside of you, you cannot expect any relationship to last very long.
2. Learn to take responsibility for your own emotions and your own emotional needs. Your need to be paid "enough attention" is caused by low self-esteem, such that you want OTHERS to tell you that you are worthy (by paying you enough attention).
Really, this is YOUR work, and it is not reasonable for you to expect him to "fix" your self-esteem problems. 3. Never try to manipulate a person.
And if you value someone, never lie to them. You told him 3 lies (at least 3 lies that you mention in your question). Lying and lying to manipulate ... this violates the very basis on which love and intimacy grow.
If you lie to try to get your way, then you do NOT love this person. Love is not a feeling ... it is action, and you only love IF your actions are loving. If someone is not giving you what you want, discuss (NOT yell) it with them.
And if they do not or cannot give you what you want, you are left with ONLY 2 choices: (1) accept that this is how it is and learn to be comfortable with it, OR (2) break up permanently Relationships work when you are just fine with life. The more you think or depend on a relationship to make you happy (with yourself OR with life in general), the more that relationship will fail you. Only those who like themselves and life without a relationship, are able to make relationships that last.
Also, understand that when we make a mistake in relationships, we cannot take that mistake back. We cannot un-do what we have done. So be very very careful before you do something stupid, or angry, or dishonest.
You have a lot of growing up and emotional maturing to do before you can make any relationship last very long, honey.
I agree with SaggiBoobs I'm a Gemini and had a similar problem with a cap man. When I said what I said he was on fire textn me all mean stuff. I said god don't like ugly then he started to be nice.
The thing is cap men are too busy for us and he told me too he didn't wanna be in love. After he started giving me the cold shoulder I cut him off. Why?
Because I was nothing but nice to him and he was mean to me for no reason. Idk what's wrong with them. Honestly I see a lot of women come to this section with problems about Capricorn men SMH.
Try apologizing one last time and say if you did something wrong you would want somebody to forgive you. If he still don't reply drop him because nobody is gonna kiss his a** Good luck hope y'all work it out.
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