I have ruined another marriage and I can't go through another separation, kill me so I can provide for my family when i'm gone?

I know my partner loves to do it and anytime I want she is happy to please. But I'm not here to gloat, I'm just saying that for some women it is really amazing and they love it, others think it's gross and they act like they're doing you a big favor going down for 60 seconds. Maybe if she doesn't like doing it, she would be open to you finding someone who does?

I'm just saying, if she's not driving the car, why would she mind if someone else does?

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.