I sound good when singing lie but when I record myself I sound horrible ._.?

It's OK. When I recorded my voice I used to think I sounded horrible and I still do. However, you get used it, and you learn to laugh at yourself a bit too.

I still think I have potential, and if you like singing just the same, then soon you'll see the good in your voice as well. :) However, if you're that serious, get lessons.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.