I'm soooo sick of this.. Kind of long..?

As for sustaining life, day in, and day out, do you have food, water, a bed, heat and cooling, and transportation, and do you attend school, regularly, in session. How about clothes, do you go naked, and without, or are you fit and presentable. Those are just a few necessities boys require to normally be happy.

Look at things this way, would your mom's existence be easier for her, if she had no burden's, like supporting, and taking care of a kid. You might think of her as a living being, with her own problems coping, and if you still are miserable, seek a foster home, using the State Agencies that accommodate unhappy minors. Just be aware, you might come across kids in that system who have no parent(s), or who have been beaten their whole life, or sexually assaulted on a daily basis.

Out of curiosity, who provides the computer you are on right now, or the iPhone, and come to think of it, the electricity to run them, oh, and the service provider, etc, etc, etc.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.