I'm worried I'll never go into a hypermetabolic state as a recovering anorexic? Is this possible?

It's very important that you speak with your counselor about your relapse, even if you don't want to for any reason, such as shyness, shame, or the fact that you already recognize what happened as a relapse. Your doctor would be the right person to answer this question. Mahalo is, frankly, not the best place to get a solid answer to your very serious question.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.