What's shame to have a mahalo.com/relationship relationship with someone but you can't stand to be alone. You're 19-years old, I say enjoy what you're doing, enjoy yourself and don't rush into a relationship just to have a guy on your arm. I say there is NO shame whatsoever.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.