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Click on start all programs accessories run in the run box type msconfig click ok when the next box comes up click on start up see how many programs are running and uncheck some of them you can also do a google search on services as well to see if any of them are safe to disable that could be the reason why its loading up slow.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.