My cheating girlfriend who I was going to dump, told me she got raped and is suicidal...i feel some guilt!?

STOP CALLING...you need to just leave her alone. This pain you are going through will last a couple months...but the only healer? TIME.

It sucks, but this will strengthen you. I wish I could give you a hug. She's right...move on.

Find a hobby...volunteer to get your mind of it. But to be honest, don't rush out of the pain...you have to endure it. And it will suck.

But with time, you'll be better.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.