My wife has made my life miserable ....?

The main thing is to look at in your self, meaning your own unresolved psychology try to see what believe within you is making you feel that your worthless is it a lack of acceptance of god love because of some traumatic experience or guilt or whatever erroneous believe that you have come to accept that makes you feel worthless, see in your self what makes you think you feel untalented for is it because you think you have no sense being or because your underestimate your self , look deep into the mote of your eye (unresolved psychology) and try find the underlying belief that you have accepted and then change it for a better one and transcend that illusion, you feel unoriginal is it because your not being your TRUE SELF but you try to ingrained your self in the mass consciousness so you'll feel accept by all, it all of this come down to spirituality everything psychological is spiritual you need self validation is because of two things either you have an incomplete understanding of live or have come to accept certain erroneous believe from this or past life times which could very ingrained in your psych your subconscious mind I know in order to fully comprehend this you have to accept the reality of reincarnation, bless be my beloved.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.