You haven't got schizophrenia and it's not going to happen. Sounds like weed induced depersonalization, which then triggered anxiety which seems to be really common now as people smoke such strong weed. If you have some money or your parents can pay for you, go to see a qualified medical herbalist (if you're in the uk you can occasionally get a referral on the NHS but this is rare and you really have to fight for it).
Or a naturopathic doctor might be good. Some things for you to research or consider are 5htp, rhodiola, amino acids, ashwaghanda, pharmagaba, magnesium etc but really it would probably work out cheaper to see a medical herbalist and get them to mix you up some herbs to get your system back in balance. I also think some sort of therapy or cbt would be good, as you need to realise where your anxiety came from.
Basically sounds like you got an episode of depersonalization from the weed, which is generally temporary (although can last some months) and this scared you, triggering an anxiety response. DP is traumatic but realising what it is, and that it won't make you psychotic or schizophrenic, is the first step to recovery :).
There are a lot of natural remedies that help depression. Talk with your psychiatrist.
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