First, you need to know that you did nothing wrong. If you are feeling regretful because other people are being jerks, that says everything about them and nothing about you. Second, people who get pregnant unexpectedly are more likely to have mental illness later, no matter what they choose to do about the pregnancy.
This feeling could have happened whether you had abortions, have them up for adoption, or decided to keep them. This is important to understand because it allows you to know that it might not be the abortions that are making you feel this way, but just having an unwanted pregnancy in the first place. Third, I suggest talking to a therapist about your feelings.
They are good people who are trained to help you move on in the best way specifically for you. If you are in school/college, they have counselors that are free to you. If not, I know they have online counseling now.
You could probably even find a pen pal or online friend if you just need someone to talk to.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.