Repressed memory of being raped or molested?

WHOA, you sound exactly like me. I'm thirteen too and have the same story. Exactly the same.

I don't know if you are bipolar or not, but you do sound depressed. In my classes my therapist doesn't know about my depression and i'm waiting to tell her. If you do have bipolar it would take about maybe a month to diagnose you?

You would just take anti depressants. One of the bad things about them is that they make some people want to commit suicide even more. One minute you want to kill yourself.

The next, you're on top of the world. You are not the only one.

I don't think you are bi-polar. When some one is Bipolar, mood swings last for sometimes as long as a month, they are not so constant changing as you are experiencing. You may be suffering from depression and anxiety, but the best way to tell is to go see a doctor.

Only they can tell you! Good luck!

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.