Should I lose my virginity with a prostitute?

The only reason you feel bad is because the stereotype is that it's always a 'win' for guys to have sex, even if they are drunk out of their minds and have sex with someone they're not even that into, while it's a tremendous 'loss' for a girl to have sex with someone under aforementioned conditions, ESPECIALLY if it's her first time. I too lost my virginity to a guy I didn't really like much and who probably didn't really care for me. Granted I was sober and 20 years old (had led an extremely sheltered life and I just wanted to experience sex) but a few years later I look back on it and sort of regret it.

Not so much that I'm upset about it, or wish my virginity would have been taken under super special and romantic conditions, but if I could do it all over, I would have waited a month, because later I met a guy whom I in retrospect like better, and was better in bed. My only comfort is that he didn't know I was a virgin, he actually asked me afterwards how many guys I'd been with and I told him it was none of his business, and he asked 'has it been that many?' and I said 'Maybe it has, none of your business'. I'm glad I didn't let him know it was my first time, because he probably would have been so smug about it.

Personally I don't think virginities are that important. Anyways, you can't let other people affect how you feel. You seem too easily influenced.

Like you didn't think he was cute until your friend said she thought so. You didn't start feeling miserable about the sex until people said you should feel used and shouldn't be proud or happy about it. It's up to you how you want to feel about losing your virginity to this guy.

Either you can take it as a lesson learned and move on or you can choose to beat yoursel up over it. I don't think you should call yourself a whore, though. You made a mistake while drunk.

At least you were safe. Not the end of the world. You have your whole life ahead of you to enjoy sex with guys you actually like and who like you back.

But please watch your alcohole consumtion. You shouldn't be drinking at age 15, especially not 1/3 bottle of vodka. As for this guy, yes, I think he's a creep.

I think it's creepy for 18-year-old guys to get 15-year-old chicks drunk and have sex with them. Not sure if it's illegal in your area, but it's definitely not cool.

There is nothing really bad in your story and what happened follows your desires in your subconscient. Something quite natural after all. The thing I suggest though is that the next time you wish to have some sex encounter don't get drunk cause the next partner could have some bad ideas in his mind , and you could find yourself in real trouble .

The guy you had sex with is just someone that took what you offer him on a silver platter.

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