It takes a lot of patience. First, you have to figure out WHY you are even considering this. Then, you have to tell someone who will listen and give you HONEST feedback.
Then, you have to realize that life is the only chance you get and that, a few years from now, you may not think the same way you do now. And finally, in order to end your life effectively, you have to first live it. You have to grow up a bit, get a job, start a family, go to school, experience the things you have always wanted to do.
Surround yourself with people who will support you no matter what. You have to love YOURSELF before you can feel the love of anyone else. No matter what path you take, life IS worth living.
Even if it takes a while, things will get better and there is no reason to cut yourself short. Every single person on this earth is beautiful and has SOMETHING to contribute, even if it takes them a while to figure out what that means to them. Stop thinking about ENDING your life and start thinking about LIVING your life.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.