I didn't read this. I skimmed bits. If you don't want silly answers, then shorten your post to the basics, quit whining about your brother, and don't do absurd things like wishing you were handicapped.
Don't want to be the peacemaker, then stop being the peacemaker. Want a better answer, edit.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.