Why do atheists want to think that no one cares about them?

You're blaming your family for not being able to buy you what you want. Realize that receiving gifts from someone does not show that they care. You should focus on the love, support, and care they give you daily instead of what they can afford to buy you.

Having materialistic things shouldn't be a factor in what makes you happy. You need to realize that before you hurt yourself or your family. If you want a Nintendo for yourself, get a job.

You can babysit, dog walk, mow lawns, etc. Save up and buy the Nintendo for yourself. You will appreciate it more knowing you earned it yourself.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.