Although you might have been raped, no court in the world would convict him. I am not trying to be mean but just stating the facts. When you begin a dominant/submissive relationship the first thing you should do is set some ground rules and guidelines such as safe words (words so he knows when you want to stop) etc.. Also you really need to sit down and examine whether this type of lifestyle is for you.
If you decide it is you might find you have to take the bad with the good.
Sorry hun, I absolutely hate to hear this. Since you were intoxicated, and blacked out, and have no recollection of providing consent, you were raped. He will try to say you consented if you press it, but in all reality, he knew you were intoxicated and took advantage of you.
That would be the same as someone using a date rape drug, and claiming the woman said yes, it's illegal in many ways. Best wishes, I hop you find some resolution.
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