Honey. All you can do is ride with it. Take it one day at a time.
It took me five long years, but I was married for eighteen, so its gonna be different. The thing that pulled me thru the most, was working out. Those hormones I got from it were sometimes the only thing that kept me going.
Rescue Remedy also helped and now I find that Tumeric tablets and or Evening Primrose capsules are great mood levellers. Your closest friends will show themselves during this time and you will discover your strengths for real. Good luck hon.
He seems to be doing fine with it... He hasn t asked me to come back home or anything I think he is also moving on I don't know about that, it may be that he knows he screwed up and you are really pis*ed at him right now. Give it a little time and think things out, will you feel safe without him being there, do you think you could find someone who would be faithful to you now? What would your life be without a mans' presence in it, he maybe your best option, he knows if he messes up again he will surely be out of your life and a lot of his childrens' life.
I'm not trying to sway you either way, just make sure you think things through. Good luck.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.