Are you crazier than the craziest crazy person is crazy?

Its not crazy im fifteen too, and I usually talk to myself, or even ARGUE with myself, that's probably worse than mumbling words. I write alot and ive been writing this story called sucre sur l'asphalte and most of my characters seem almost real to me. There names are Roxxiie, Karson,Anny,Pheonix,Ricku,Eddie,Ricky,As... ,curis and alot of other names and I have thought so much about them in my mind they developed personality's and traits that are all different.

And I find it strange that no one else knows these people but me. No matter how much I try to explain to people about them they cant seem to know my characters like I do. When I finish my book I plan on getting it published, I honestly think its a great story.

I started making my own people because everyone I knew stopped talking to me, I got pulled out of public school because of everyone, I hated everyone. All they did was smoke and have sex. I didn't want to be near them when they did that so they stopped talking to me and asking to hang out.

My best friend hasn't talked to me in two months so when I think about her I feel like she hates me and I dint know how to fix that without having to do something I don't want to. Well im starting to get carried away :P.

Don't worry girly I do the same thing I will play out a situation and when it comes my turn to tok ill tok like move my lips no problem with it your not crazy its jst a habit I do it too and im 13 so don't worry about and lets say im wrong then where both crazy no bif deal right.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.