No never ,i believe in god , everyone has some purpose to full-fill in this world ,believe it or not , you can't die before it completes , that's why many failed in suicide attempts , you too said you once tried and later make up your mind to live , so this itself tells that you have many duties and accomplishments left to do. So be happy that you have bright future ahead . Also my view on suicide is , its cowardly act to escape from duties and responsibilities of life .
Leaving their family in tears and grief they wish to escape from the clutches of problems selfishly . You are not spoken great after you dismiss , in fact you are leaving a black mark to your family and by that this society won't let them live in peace . So never do such act which brings peace to none ..
I have never thought about suicide and believe one should never think about it. We should face the problems rather than accept defeat with life. There is a famous quote in Tamil which says we may get hundereds of ways to end our life but there is only one simple way to live.
Why can't we choose that? You are welcome:)))).
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.