Kevin, don't do this without your doctor's knowledge and consent. Since you've had this procedure once and know how painful it is, ask the doctor for a prescription you can take before the next session to minimize the pain of the shots.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.