I'm going to tell my mum that I'm depressed, but I'm scared of the outcome.?

You always need to keep a reasonable amount of money for yourself and not sacrafice the time that you should be out. Instead of telling your mum straight away that you're feeling suicidal, see if she will take you some place. Go up to her and tell her "Mom I really feel like going to get some food out today (or whatever you want to do) and then just go out and spend the day with her and see if that helps, don't just do it once, make plans to be out and doing something new each time.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.