A very very Good Question and your being very honest about what you feel I really like that thanks. Your words reflect your inner self just like a reflection of a mirror. Do you feel emptiness within your self feeling , its all related to your heart in short.
When your internally satisfied,peace and happy then all around yourself would seem perfection. How you get there is decided by you if you want to get to that spiritual state of self, in terms of spirituality this feeling of peace,satisfied and happiness is a very very basic feeling the next stages are off-course are of higher level and not explainable in words what spiritual satisfaction and reality one can gain. :) hope it helps.
I'm kinda in the same boat. I don't think there is a point to life. I'm 22 stay at home mom with a husband who is military makes a lot of money.
I have evrything I need and want I guess. I've always been confused with life. My mother recently passed and I've become more empty.
There's nothing wrong with you. No one really knows what the point of life is. People turn to religion and what not and make themselves believe in stuff.
But all reality is no one really knows. I guess when we die we'll figure it out? I don't know if there's anything after life.
I just live day by day and do whatever. All you can do is make yourself happy. All I have to be happy about in life is my son other than that I have no purpose.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.