Weird is a good way to put it I guess. I didn't have a bad childhood; my parents were always good to me for the most part... I just was the kid who got picked on and had no friends and sat alone all the time.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.