I had answered your question earlier I think. You need help, your secret is crushing you, I can see. Please take a call, if you think that your husband is mature enough to handle the situation , disclose it to him, get his forgiiveness, it will be hard at first but well worth doing it.
Make sure that you have enough support from others as you are in a different country, my heart goes out to you. Take help from someone you have confidence in. God is merciful and forgiving, so forgive yourself and do not revisit that thing again.
Tell him. It'll hurt. He'll hurt.
But, in the end, everything will work out better because of it. Trust your heart.
Take it from someone who knows......telling your secrets is not always the best thing to do. It depends on what the secret is but if you feel it will make him see you differently don't tell him. I had someone tell me things I wish he hadn't and it did change everything- for the worse.
Ask God for forgiveness and move on.
If you begin with god and repent he will point you into the right direction of what to do. Pray for your husband as well that he is able to accept what you have to tell him and that he will forgive. God heals all.
Nothing is impossible in his name..
Tell him. It'll hurt. He'll hurt.
But, in the end, everything will work out better because of it.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.