So you came on Y! A to share your misery. How lovely.
So much negativity when there is so much positive to be had. Your choice.
I wish I can somehow help you, unfortunately you are the only person who controls your faith. If you die, you will never see the light again. Being dead sounds scary doesn't it?
Keep living, there is always a turn around waiting to happen. It will happen, just wait and stop thinking about death.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.