Im having suicidal thoughts?

Its terrible what happened to Eric, but you cant blame yourself or any one else. It was meant to happen, and it happened. Of course its going to be hard and your going to cry, but commiting suicide isnt going to make it better.

Think of all your loved ones, they will miss you so much. And they'll feel the pain your feeling right now, do you want that? I know it makes you feel better when you think of being with him again, but you need your life to move forward.

Right now your just depressed. Go to a doctor and get help, and see a counsellor, if not your school consellor, a real counsellor and get the help you need to stop the suicidal thoughts. You don't really want to commit suicide, you just think that right now.

Your ex boyfriend doesn't seem supportive or that he wants to help you through your hard times, even if he said he did before. Forget about him, hes just another asshole. Think about you and what you need right now.

You need help. You need someone there for you to care for you and help you through your hard times. Everything will get better, it will just take time.

Just like a wound takes time to heal, this too will take time. Please don't commit suicide, I don't know you personally, but this story really hit home, its very tragic, but don't take it to those lengths. Just get help and move on with your life, as hard as it may be.

This too shall pass. Good luck and stay strong, I hope this helped.

It is too bad you don't allow email. I would like to talk to you. I am not a counselor, but would like to help you if I can.

Suicide is not the answer. For one thing in heaven there are no couples. We are just men and women and not sexual beings with love for each other.

More like all brother and sisters. So get the fantasy out of your head that you will get to go to heaven and be together like a couple. Your death would cause unbelievable pain to your family and all your friends.

They would all feel guilty for what they didn't do for you. Our lives here are never easy, and grief will come in waves. I have lost both my parents and it was so difficult.

I have never been in your shoes though, but my advise to you is... please hang in there. You are going to need to delete that message one day. You need a grief counselor to help you deal with your feelings.

Right now you are dealing with them all alone, or with the people here that you can not hug or see, or get real emotional support. You need that desperately. You may need more than a sleeping pill right now.

You may need antidepressants to get you through this time. Your life is so valuable. You need to talk to a counselor, but if you can't find one, talk to your parents or a favorite aunt or uncle.

Someone that will understand what you are going through and will help you get help. I had a tough time in high school and wondered if I left this earth.... would anyone care? I knew they would even though I didn't feel their love.

I eventually found a wonderful guy after having my heart broken a few times and my life is good. Sometimes it is wonderful and some days I think it sucks, but it changes and it is worth living for sure! Don't give up because your grey skys are going to clear up one day and you will have joy and laughter again.

I promise. Please email me if you need one on one help. I will try my best to encourage you and help you.

Warning, this weekend I am going out of town, but will be back late Sunday night. Please don't rush into doing something you would regret. Especially if you could see ahead and see the pain it would cause to so many people.

You have to live for them right now till you can one day live for yourself. Susan. [email protected].

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