Leave and never look back. Live your life to make you happy, not someone else. You will meet someone with a similar life and interests and enhance each others happiness, not create or destroy it.
Did I read this wrong. This happen a year ago and now you are pregnant. You should have left before you was pregnant.
Did you ever find out why he wanted to have an affair. You can't lose a man to an other women. You can chase him away.
Ask him how have I failed you. If I was betting I would give odds this isn't going to last. You can have a baby and fix a relationship.
You can destroy it. You well never forgive him and you well chase him away. I never said he was right for what he did.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.