Kill myself so I can meet Kurt Cobain?

No Idea-but he threw away a great life, maybe personal stress....

I didn't need to see a doco to know that he didn't. As an entertainment industry pawn, your fate basically lies in your owner's hands. Don't you find it weird that so many celebs have dropped like flies in the past two or so decades?

And most under mysterious circumstances?

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.