Call a suicide hotline. I mean life's good man, you just need to remove your head from the box its within, see the brighter side of it. People obviously care, if not I wouldn't be doing this right now.
I like that you are preventing it, also think of the people you may hurt, don't think from a depressive mindset think literal. Your family will mourn, I'll be guilty that I failed to prevent it and you'll be thrown into oblivion. Death calls for you, you don't seek it and infinity is not the right choice for you.
Hope you sort it out.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.