Wow! That sounds like a neurological disorder and I really think you should see a doctor as soon as possible. Please, seek a doctor!
It could be a symptom of something serious. It's better to be safe than sorry for something you could have prevented. I hope all is well and god bless!
The best answer that can be given is go see a Doctor. The issues you are dealing with could be a sign to something worse (or they could be nothing at all). *Note - it is NOT possible to diagnose medical problems over the internet due to the number of factors involved, considering how complex the human body is.
Take every answer you receive here as a basic foundation in which a Doctor can build on.
Get off the internet and please go see a doctor! NOW.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.