My Deep Suicidal Thoughts?

Contact your local health department and let the operator know you are looking for help in controlling suicidal thoughts. Mention that you can not afford professional help and see if they can offer any assistance.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.